Having Faith in the Midst of Fear
Day 1: Fear, all healthy people experience fear. But have you ever found yourself or visited with someone who was afraid of fear? Let that sink in. As Jack spoke of Exodus 14, the people were trapped between the sea and an approaching army. They had cause to feel fear. The doctor calls, a spouse leaves, the job ends, a friend betrays. There are many disruptions and losses to endure in this life. We will all feel fear and uncertainty; some things are just scary. How do you respond? Where do you typically turn, to whom or what do you find yourself looking to when you feel fear?
Day 2: Re-read day 1. Over and over, scripture say, “be not afraid.” That is, don’t sit in your fear, don’t take counsel from it, don’t trust in or follow it. Fear won’t take you where you want to go or help you become who you are called to be. Fear is a horrible leader and a cruel god. Yet even when we are neck deep in fear, we can consider God. We can reflect on His character - who He is, how He is, and what He has said are His ways which lead to life. We can choose to trust and depend on Him for everything however He may choose to act. Emmanuel, which means God is with us! Can I trust, have faith, depend on and live a life with God even in the circumstances and losses of life? What would that take, who would you need in your life, day in and day out, to help you more deeply to know and depend on Him?
Day 3: Fear lies to us. It tells us to go when we should pause and be still. It can paralyze us when we should act, tells us to seize control and manipulate when we should submit and follow, leads us to retaliate when we should offer forgiveness and pursue peace. Think back to a time when you were genuinely fearful. Where were you? What were the circumstances? Reflect on the desperation you may have felt in your fear, how alone fear said you were, and what fear may have called you to? Read Numbers 13:26-33. The people ignored the directive to go into the land God had promised. Fear led the people to call what God had called good, bad. Fear led them to see and report giants, to even speak as if they had interviewed the giants “we are like grasshoppers to them.” Fear led them to lie to the whole community.
Day 4: On Sunday, Jack asked us if we could trust God to hear our cry? What does it mean that God hears your cry? Would He know your pain or struggle, remember where you are? Or does it mean something more? Do you need God to answer your prayers in a specific way? Do you need a desired outcome? If the prayed for result does not appear, then what? Does that mean He is not trustworthy or that He is not who He says He is? Give those questions an honest reflection. If appropriate, include this in a prayer to God, “I do have some needs and requests to ask of you, but no matter the outcome or how You choose to act, I will trust You and cling to the reality that You are good. I choose to live by faith in who You are and what You can do.”
Day 5: In Exodus 14, the people were trapped between the sea and an approaching army. They had cause to feel fear, and they listened to it and took its counsel. They presumed to know a better way than the way God had taken them. Have you been there? There are times when our ways or paths are removed, and we turn to God as our only hope – or even as our last hope? Turning to God when all options have evaporated is faith, it’s just a hard way to practice it! But what does faith look like when you have multiple options? It’s infinitely more difficult to trust God and follow His ways (to have faith) when we have what looks like three or four good options. Daily and weekly life-giving habits can center us and help us to hear the bold step He is calling us to take “out into the sea.” Consider your current spiritual habits. How are they helping you, growing your faith, changing you more into the person you are created to be? Do you need to make some changes to your habits?